speech to imagination

When the sky was dark and you found yourself nowhere, When the clouds thundered and you found yourself lost... You wished I was there , I would sacrifice, But I did not... I apologize. When the world was against you and you found yourself alone, When everyone ignored you and you found yourself away... You wished I was there , I would sympathize, But I did not... I apologize. When you were burdened with troubles and you found yourself without a penny, When there was no helping hand and you found yourself lonely... You wished I was there , I would compromise, But I did not... I apologize. I wanted to make that sky clear I desired to be close and near. I craved to take you away from ignorance I urged to fill your world with fragrance. I aspired to be on your side I wanted to be your safest place to hide. But I could not recognize... I apologize. I know these apologies will not soothe your pain These apologies will not bring those days again.

Sometimes I go in my wonderland While sitting alone or with my gang. That land is not a land of flowers, Nor a land of twinkling stars. That land has no house of sweets, Nor it is full of lighted streets. My land is where humans live, With true sense of humanity. My land is where there is a helping hand, To raise the fallen and let them stand. There is no one to pull you down, Nor the ones who scare you around, There is a freedom to ask and say, There is a freedom to release your thoughts and let them convey. Then I think why I have to go in my wonderland? Why can't it be the same where we stand? Before these strings of thoughts end, I find myself sitting again at the same place where these thoughts began. Why I have to go in my Wonderland.....??

Saw you.. I remember each and everyday,each and every moment spent  I remember each and every word and each and every letter sent I walk down the memory lane,to treasure our past days I wake up early in the morning to think about you every now and then I know world will laugh,I  know they will mock Despite knowing all I am unable to wipe the flash which we made. I feel I am drunk, I feel I am going but I am left helpless, coz. this feeling is defiant. Should I go back and take another road or listen to my heart till its voice ends This is becoming my dream or is this reality ,my power to differentiate is vanishing Whom I should tell or whom to convey   yes!I  do remember each and every moment spent I remember each and every word and each and every letter sent. Oh!! its morning again but I can't see you here ,all my thoughts ,all my perceptions  are evaporating I can't remember any word any letter sent I am lying in my bed numb and dormant Yes

                                              I Worry.... The first day came then the second,the days ended then the weeks The months ended and then the years, Time swept,flew and ran,we were at the beginning And now we are here..... I don't know what to call it,an era ,a phase or a part of life Where I learnt to grow and thrive Whatever it was, whatever it is I think I am leaving something behind I want to move ahead,I want to get through it But will never want to erase it from my mind....... Whether a better life is waiting for me Or this was it, Whether I will be entangled in the cobwebs Or I will get everything perfect or fit...... The stream of thoughts flow here and there And then I find  myself standing nowhere..... Will these days of laughter be there outside Will you be there by my side Will there be our silly mistakes Or there will be no chance of retake..... With this whole bunch of thoughts Threads of my life wit